How do you find peace in chaotic situations?

During a global peace meditation on Easter this year I realized that there is a "war" going on inside me. I didn’t believe it, but it was quite clear, I felt it as a big uneasy feeling that I hadn’t realized before.
After that I prayed for a path to find my inner peace – spiritual masters had said "inner peace is your true nature" and a Swiss astrologist had mentioned lately in her newsletter "nobody was born as a terrorist". So the aim was clear I wanted to find that inner peace. Thereafter I was confronted with situations in my life wherein my anger and rage came to surface and had to be handled. Long forgotten accusations towards other people, making them responsible for my feelings, naggings and heavy reproaches appeared. I continued to attend regularly peace meditations/ceremonies and focused on this inner peace. To my surprise I was gifted with peaceful energies like Jesus Christ, White Eagle and other peace-bringer-energies. I could let go a lot of "war"-stuff that had been a hidden part inside me. The process is still going on and I have to be quite decided in everyday life to concentrate on inner peace what ever happens around me. It is learning how to become conscious and stay present. It seems that I learn to choose and meanwhile - after all this hard work - my outer world presents me more and more peaceful situations.
Ellen Richter, Hamburg, Germany, Oct. 25, 2016